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Chesea
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Hmm....
I just came back from playing bingo and eating out at La Casa's with my friends Lindsay, Hayley, and Josh. It was really fun. None of us won bingo, but we had a good time. I ordered fries and cheesecake. I don't know why I order the fries though...I never really eat them. They have really improved on their cheesecake. T.T; Super Waiter wasn't there though. (( Most superest awesomest waiter EVA! ))

Hmm.....but after I got home, even though I had tons of fun, I felt very..I don't know...monotone and just..I don't know how to put it, but solem. I came on the computer and I played "Please Remember Me" by Tim Mcgraw, and it just reminded me of all my pets that passed away. I really miss them. I feel guilty that I never really got to say goodbye to them. I also haven't been praying to them every night like I promised them I would. My pets are my everything...I just miss them so much. Sorry if I'm rambling and getting mushy. Hmm...great...I'm on the verge of crying now. I just really miss them. To tell the truth, I hate people. I can't stand most of them. Little kids = SHUT UP! But I will have kids one day. I can stand some. Thats why I like my pets so much. Also I may seem happy-go-lucky, but I'm really super shy and I have lots of friends...but none I can really relate to. I can't really tell many of my friends my feelings a lot of times, so I know I can always go home to them and tell them everything. Expecially my Ebby. <3 Shes my first rabbit. I <3 her so much. I feel so bad....you know when you have pets for a really long time, they become like the original gang? Well, I only have like 3 cats that are left from the original gang. And I know this may sound stupid, but I miss my fish, Bunky. Why did he have to commit suicide? I miss hearing him in the middle of the night splashing, or seeing his pathetic attempt to float to the top just to get a little bubble of air.

Hmmm.......






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Iia
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comment Commented on: Sun Feb 05, 2006 @ 01:58am
I undertand how you feel it's hard to tell people things, even your friends. n.n If you ever need to talk, I'm here, but I won't force you to talk. 3nodding I hope your feel better. n.n

And yes. o.o Most little kids are = to Shut up. T.T


comment Commented on: Mon Feb 06, 2006 @ 02:30am
Thanks Iia. ^^

And yes....little kids...ugh...just ugh. xD



Chesea
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Koejak
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comment Commented on: Fri Feb 10, 2006 @ 05:38pm
I also have lots of friends but I don't really need people to relate to because I'm not really that type of person who'll feel sad or anything.
I'm here for you too but I will force you to talk because then I'll be bored.

Little kids aren't so bad once you learn how to backslap.


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