There's a time when I get this feeling of absolut hatred and sorrow for the stupidest of reasons. I call it jealous.
It didn't help much that I woke up with a splitting headache and a bad mood, but today at lunch I couldn't take it especailly when jealousy interviened. Like always, I sit with my group of friends at lunch. No porblems with the exception of music blaring in the backround, drowing us in 007 spy music. Jame sBond. That sort of stuff. Anyways, my friend was talking to the guy I have a crush on who is my best friend believe it or not. Classic story right? Well we were barely speaking to each other in class today so when my friend began a cheerful conversation with him, I snapped. Got my bag, got my lunch and I got out of there before I could say anything. Now I feel terrible for thinking so poorly of one of my greatest friends, but knowing that she may like him the way I do...it really hurts...
So here I am, typing this away and on the verge of tears. This is my journal for today.
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