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Why is it I always feel wrong about turning guys down? They always have a way of making me feel guilty, like I'm some mean horrible person that did something wrong. I hate it when guys like me because of this. I know I shouldn't feel so wrong about it, because if I went out with them they'd just leave me eventually. They never care about how I feel then, so why should I care about how they feel? Gabe's friend Scott has been wanting to go out with me for a long time, today he sent me this long message asking me if I liked him as a friend or as a boyfriend. I had to explain to him that I just didn't want to go out with anyone, that it wasn't him, and he told me not to feel sorry for him, so I guess I shouldn't. And then there's Gabe himself, who's liked me forever, and then Mike, and then Josh, and it just goes on and on, there's always someone. But it's this kind of thing that gets me in trouble every time. If I hadn't payed attention to Kaz's stupid letter he sent me when he wanted to go out with me, I wouldn't be in the mess I'm in now with him. So I refuse to go out with anyone else, because I know the same crap will happen, and right now I have to work on being better for Kaz, so that he'll maybe stop hating me.

Petite Aristocrat
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Thu Jan 06, 2005 @ 05:45am

I never felt bad turning guys down. I must be an ice queen eek

Being single is fun, so enjoy yourself. 3nodding heart I'm sure Kaz will forgive you, or what not.

Desert-Penguin
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Thu Jan 06, 2005 @ 05:04pm

Aww ... sad

Well, eventually you'll meet the right guy for you, and it will be impossible to turn him down. 3nodding xd

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