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Yeop! That's right Keo-journal snoops! I've written in this thing again. Why you ask? Because I'm:
A.) Stressed
B.) Without Vent
C.) Nervous
D.) Ticked Off
E.) Tired
F.) Hungry
G.) Sore
H.) Thirsty
I.) Can't think of anything else right now because it's late, but I don't want to go to bed.

Ever have one of those weeks where you want to take a tree trunk and punch a hole through it? Well, this week has been one of them. Why, you ask? Stop asking so many questions of me. && My head hurts.

Okay, well, my sister was in the hospital, my mom has gone whack, school's started and I have all these teachers that hate my guts, three essays to write, and tralalalaa! The only good things that came out of everything is

A.) My friends are sane (as they can be)
B.) I can get on here.
C.) My parents are asleep. Whoopty do.


I can't vent in real life. Doing so leads to assumptions that I'm being "disrespectful" or "rebellious", which leads to Keo getting his crap ripped apart by angry parents. Do I want said punishment? No.

A simple chore like whipping off glass, turns into rampage of a bull in a china shop. Mom accuses you of talking back when you said that you already did the damn glass. You do it again, and she yells at you for not hurrying up and moving to the next job. Insert calm, soothing sigh here, and your a** is grass.

Of course, this is all coming across to people (if there are any that still read this crap), as a pile of idiotic ramble, and that my life is nothing compared to theirs. I agree.

However, living in a chaotic spiral of screams is not my idea of "fun", nor is it how I want to live. Every day with someone screaming in your face? Uh uh.

I love my family. I just wish they all didn't cripple under stress. I can't yell... why can they? Because they are older... blah blah blah... So... what shall Keo take his anger out on? His poor journal. Oh well... probably will be deleted after I feel better and never want to read this junk again... Not like anybody's gonna care anyway.

I don't like venting here. People just think I'm just complaining about crap. Or I say something stupid...blah blah blah. All venting does is lead to trouble... but keeping it in leads to serious conditions in the future... hmmmmmmmm... choices.

*rolls his eyes* Seriously though, I'm not too happy with a lot of stuff. People bothering Brent because of his hair, people thinking I'm manic depressive because I have not been all cheery. FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! STOP CONTACTING THE SCHOOL PSYCHIATRIST!!! I'M NOT DEPRESSED!

For real, this prep girl thought she would "contact the school councellor because Kyle Winters looks so down, all in black... he must be doing something!"

I'm the healthiest I've been since my fever! Why can't I just be mad or upset without people getting all wrapped up in assumptions? I had to waste thirty minutes of my time being interrogated. All that was missing was good-cop, bad cop, and a dark room with a lamplight in my eyes.

>< It's enough! I JUST WANT A BREAK! CAN'T I NOT BE LIVING IN A LOONY BIN FOR TWO SECONDS!?

Oh well.... at least on Gaia, I have a life I like much better.