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little black book
if you seek my innermost thoughts, they can be found in the pages of this journal.
new poem...written for Chad Marvin
Alright Chad...you led me on and I was stupid enough to give you a second chance. Well guess what...you blew it...I hate you now more than I ever did. I'm sick of your lies. You can't expect me to trust anything you say...it's all a bunch of grade-A bullshit. "Oh Melissa I missed you so much..." "You really meant something to me" "Let's give it another shot"
You are such a ******** retard Chad. I thought you had really changed...I was wrong. I've lost all respect for you and I swear...if you EVER even mention that you still care for me, I'm going to ******** punch you out. UNDERSTAND?! I'VE HAD IT WITH YOU!! YOU'RE A HEARTLESS JERK THAT DOESN'T DESERVE TO LIVE!!!! and so...this poem is dedicated to you.

To have you say that you miss me,
To lean in and kiss me
Would be the highlight of my day

But what am I thinking? You don’t like me that way!

I pass you in the hallway and I try to say hi.
But all I get is silence as you walk right on by.
It kills me inside as I try my best to hide
The way I really feel...
You never want talk to me or hang out at all
You build me up. You set me up, then laugh as I fall
I’m stuck in a rut. I’m tempted to cut
My wrist and let the blood flow...
You’ve led me on beyond the point where I can look back.
You act like you don’t know me, boy you need to be slapped
Right on the face. I’ll put you back in your place
Where respect is something that’s real

Respect? Respect...a little kindness goes a long way.

I wont deal with your lies. No not one more day!

It’s over....I love you but I’m done.


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  • User Comments: [6]
    *hands you feel-better lyrics about how boys can be oh so cruel*
    Live, learn and love again.
    Wonderful poetry in a time of such frustration and hurt. Nice.

    comment aesthnoir · Community Member · Wed Jan 05, 2005 @ 08:08am
    Thanks...I like the previous poem I posted a bit better...but still...I think I'm better off on my own.

    comment SonicBeauty · Community Member · Wed Jan 05, 2005 @ 10:37pm
    Hmm........damn. Harsh, but true to your feelings 3nodding
    Yes, we guys can be..well, yeah. But not all of us!!!
    Please keep that in mind heart
    Or I'll sick the domomon ya'!

    domokun Arrrgh.....stop using me like that...

    Shut up. Your a domo. You attack ppl. Like I kill ppl. Thats my role and.....I should save that for later.

    Okies, basically, stay away from him. (Like you need me to tell you that)

    comment NowhereMan0012002 · Community Member · Thu Jan 06, 2005 @ 09:11pm
    wink hey... love the poem... and... well you know. xd
    take care... see ya. wink

    comment dragon-file · Community Member · Fri Jan 07, 2005 @ 02:08am
    sadly poetic most men are dicks like that because of their own mental insecurities. stay positive its all you can do.

    comment XGambit · Community Member · Tue Jan 11, 2005 @ 03:04am
    Ya know what Gambit? You're right...I must say that not all guys are terrible, lying bastards...but many are.

    comment SonicBeauty · Community Member · Tue Jan 11, 2005 @ 07:13pm
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