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Screaming Do you ever feel like you're screaming but the whole world is ignoring you? It seems like everytime I need or want someone to talk to there's no one there. So all I do is bundle up in a little corner of my bed and cry. Not crying because no one will talk to me but crying because I'm alone. I'm surrounded by people but completely alone, because none of them know anything about me only half truths and lies. I lie to protect someone and to protect myself. I don't know which I do it for the most. Ya maybe that's why I cry alone at night. Maybe I really know the reason but am only lying to myself and everyone else again. Perhaps everyone is right I'm just a selfish, vain, bitchy, liar. So what does someone like me live for?

Posted by: hehehe_Marshmallow Wed Sep 06, 2006 @ 11:01pm

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Wejei Boi Gloom
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Commented on: Wed Sep 27, 2006 @ 04:22am


	Hurm, there's what I saw coming. Point of living. Before you do anything drastic, I'd like to talk to you. You don't quite know me, but you sorta do... I am so sorry. I can't say I know the feeling, but I guess that's cause I stopped asking for help. I've given up on asking for help, I just deal with it in bad ways... by myself. I highly doubt you are vain, bitchy, perhaps a liar, but that is a good quality. I think.

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