Wrong
I don't know what's wrong with me but this entire week I've been having really horrible mood swings. One minute I'm perfectly fine or even happy, and the next thing I know I don't want anyone or anything near me and I get mad when someone touches me. Other times I just suddenly start sobbing for no reason and become unbelievably depressed. Whenever this happens my skin tingles like an ache with the urge to held and comforted, and all I can ever do when this happens is curl up into a little ball on the corner of something and sobb. Nothing in particular ever triggers the mood swings, they just come out of nowhere. Nothing can console me or cheer me up when I'm like this either. All I want to do when I get like this is watch every sad movie I own or every lovestory. I don't want to talk, eat, sleep, read, anything. Theres just something wrong with me.
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You'll get a pm from me soon. I just want to read your journal first.
Wow... That's depressing to hear. Are you alright for the most part?
It's good to hear that you don't want to hurt anyone, or yourself or anything when you're sad though. Can people cheer you up? If they try really hard? Maybe?