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Do you know where your kids are?

I don't. I don't have kids. I'm not going to have kids either. XD When I grow up [I love that phrase.], I'll just watch Knil's kids, and devote my life to Kuya and Onniel if and when they come over here. And their families if they have one if and when they're over here. And I'll visit the Philippines a lot. <3

I don't think I can ever chose between New York and the Philippines to live in one place forever, so staying in NY with frequent visiting works for me.

Ah, thinking about the future. I was forced to the other day. Yesterday morning, actually. Dad took the family to this college planning workshop. They were like PLAN PREPARE PRESENT for college with us! Whatever. Mom and dad haven't told me if they're enrolling me in it, but I'm willing to do it. I haven't even found out which high school locker is mine, and they're already talking about college. Oh well, they can prepare me early all they want. And I guess it's good for me. I do want a good job, but I want a good job that pays well that [most importantly] I'll enjoy. Isn't that everyone's plan? XD

Thing is, I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I have some ideas...

Like, Knil and I are probably going to live together. We'll both work, but I'll babysit her kids. [Part of my future job WILL be that it's easy to take a day off to stay at home. Very important.] Our house? A fairly large one. I want to stay in the area I am now. Aside from this location, I absolutely require a terrace/balcony for my room. Absolutely required. XD Other than that, I'm good. I also want a dog. Maybe a puggle or a shiba inu.

Also, I dunno what college I'm aiming for because I don't know what I want to do with my life. I do know that I want to stay near home. Maybe one or two driving hours away from home.

OMG. The Night the Lights Went Out in NYC by The Ataris. I freaking love this song to pieces. [loliTunes] This song is amazing. Captures exactly what I'm thinking. XD

Yeah. I don't know if I want to get married. I don't know what I want my career to be. I don't know what colleges I should be thinking of. And I don't know anything about being an older.

"When I grow up", what a phrase. Is there a "Nevar!" option? XD I like being my current age. A bunch of important, life-changing things happened at this age. Graduation, Philippines, the start of high school... You learn to appreciate things more as you get older. And I'm forced to grow older. XD Oh well. C'est la vie.

In other news, happy bubbles.
Yep, I got to talk to Kuya this morning. It was fun. His friend couldn't believe that There's a Good Reason These Tables are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven't Thought of It Yet was the actual title of a song. Neither could Kuya. XD Welcome to the American Scene. XD "Scene", anyway. Whatever. It's a long title that doesn't have much to do with the song. At all.

I'm the new cancer, never looked better, and you can't stand it 'cause you say so under your breath. When reading lips, "When did he get all confident?"
Effing clever. XD

If you're wondering, There's a Good Reason These Tables are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven't Thought of It Yet is by Panic! at the Disco as found on their album, A Fever You Can't Sweat Out. [I! was at the Disco and attempting to sweat out that fever LONG before all the Gaians with P!atD usernames even knew they were writing sins, not tradgedies.] It's my current favorite Panic! at the Disco song, and Kuya wanted to know some of my favorite songs so he could get a feel of mah music tastes. XD He's going to be confused. Good thing I didn't put too hXc of the screamyscreamy songs that I listen too. Not really hXc, but I don't want the music to scream his ears off. XD I put easy listening-type songs. Mae and whatever. Though, Hawthorne Heights and Fall Out Boy have a bit of screaming. Lawl for giving Kuya the "mainstream" songs. I listen to the bands no one likes anyway. And I like the screamyscreamy. XD None of the hXc hXc screaming, just like, Emanuel and Bullet for My Valentine and the such.

He also brought up something I've been thinking about -- how and when we're going to talk once school starts. We've decided on weekends, because I won't be able to get on at all during the weekdays when he'd be online. Stupid timezones. I hate timezones. A lot. DX

You see, Kuya has school Thursday to Sunday, about all day up until... let's say a rough estimate of until 7 PM. Unless he has no classes, or it's a Monday to Wednesday. I have school on all weekdays, up until at least 4 PM. Unless for some reason it's a day off. Like the 7th. XD Thing is, he's managed to get online on the weekends. So that's about it. Our "chill sessions". [That's what he called 'em. XD]

Aww, I miss them so much. However, I'm looking forward to meeting new people in high school, so it kinda balances out. Hopefully, the people in my homeroom class are cool. XD

I judge people easily. I know I shouldn't, but I do. But I don't catagorize people into stereotypes or anything like that. But don't take judge in a bad way. It's not like I hate people because I don't like how they're looking it me. It's like, I have an opinion of someone from the get-go. But my plan is to become friends with that person so my opinion will be proven wrong. Maybe.

Currently listening to my iTunes. XO by Fall Out Boy right now. I'm also IMing some of mah friends. And Gaia. And MySpace, by force.

I'm out. That entry wasn't spectacularily lengthy, but whatever.

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