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So... Robert came over today, which is always fun. But it was sad, too. It just... I dunno. I miss when I would see him all the time. But... there was awkward silence, too. The thing is, sometimes, I can swear that I've made him up in my head. Like, he offers to go down on me all the time! I find that sweet. He is just sweet...

But I need to find a way to shut off my brain. My mind, like always, was everywhere. Sometimes thinking about the Holocaust, and sometimes a comment....

And of course, manor with a whip.

Which Andy said he needed so he could pay attention to manor.

Which is... both disturbing and appealing.