My mother has never really been my role model, or someone I feel I can confide in, in fact, she's driven me away by her alcoholic ways and her constant ranting. But now she's in the hospital and I feel like s**t for feeling this way about her. I still don't know if I love the woman or not, I mean, I don't want her to die, but I'm not crying over it. I feel like some horrible person for not caring about her well being. But, it's just really hard.
Kiiniki · Sun Jan 02, 2005 @ 04:28am · 0 Comments |