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Yah yah i know i have a lot of them but theres a couple that worry me more then others.....

See i was born five weeks early so i had a lot of problems when i was a new born... yep yep it explains the scar on my right hand ok? ok... Anyways i had this problem where i would stop breathing in my sleep and well... die..... Yah ive died around 51 times heh.... sweatdrop i was clinically dead. no breathing, no brain reponse, no heart beat etc etc anyways... the docters said that i should be fine and there was a very slim chance to nothing that i would have it when i was older.... well 17 years and 8 monthes later i have a problem....

Within the past year ive spent more time with my friends then i ever have... But when ive spent the night at their houses i thought everything was ok.... It wasnt until one night when i was half awake half asleep that i noticed something.. i stopped breathing in my sleep... I was laying there and all the sudden i wasnt breathing... i was like oh this is ackward.. why cant i breath ((btw these were my thoughts.. i couldnt talk at the time...)) so i tried to breath.. it didnt work.. but i stayed calm.. and just layed there... I cant really explain it... it was just like i was awake and breathing but i wasnt... and i didnt feel any real discomfort other then the thought of not breathin was freaky.. i geuss it was like i wasnt even in my body. I think about a min passed before i was finally able to breath and my brain was like OH AIR.... she needs that.... I kinda laughed it off as if it was only a stress problem but told my friends about it and well they told me there were many times i did it at their houses... its just they though i already knew i had the problem since i did as a child..

Ok thats a bit too scary on my side.. plus today i found out that last night i stopped breathin three times... I didnt say anything to this person about my problems sooo its no trick... lol i geuss i have to deal with this, though its not really causein me any problems.. just scaring the living crap out of my friend whee