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Im down a bit again...sigh.

Sleep is both a Blessing an a Curse for me.

I love to dream an occasionally I even "lucid dream" where as Im able to control or change things within a dream, though complete control fully lucid dreaming is rare for me an has only occurred maybe 3 times I can remember.

I usually only have a little control normally in dreams, especially the more strange an unreal dreams where I know very quickly Ohhh, Im dreaming arnt I?

But after I wake up I dont want to wake up.. dreams are my escape from reality. I dont hurt I don't worry I am sort of outside this silly world for a moment in the dimension of dreams.

I could just dream away a lot of things, I see an have so many things Ill never have irl that exist only in my dreams.

A wife/ my own children, A partner a few times, Traveling to places Im sure are not in the US, Meeting with my Sister, Friends who have walked away... So many more things..