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I dont know what to say...I see the future Ill have an I weep knowing Ill be alone.

After my parents' are gone Ill have no one, Friends? They left over a decade ago now, almost two decades now. An none of them contact me or even try other than shopping at my work twice in the last 10 years.

Family, most live a state away an are my father's relatives. I hate an despise them as they lie an try to manipulate people more than he himself ( my father ) does.

My Mother's relatives dont really live anywhere near either an are even less connected than my father's relatives are. I only have seen them at family gatherings over the last few years...."many years"

Too much, the world grows far to cold an then far to hot an weary.

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I am to weak an not smart enough to keep going.