Another damn year gone.
I lost everything I promised I would work so hard on in on blink of a second.
I just won them back. I just got my promotion. I just was about to pay all my dues.
Then I woke up on the concrete head gashed back fractured, arm broken and my life flashed before my eyes.
The universe said once again what I wanted was too much to ask for.
I’m tired…. not the tired that sleep can recover.
The tired …. that tired feeling that no matter how hard… how much I wish upon that damn star every day. No matter how many candles I put in my window for you to find your way home.
… it all was taken in a flash.
I’ve lost everything.
My sanity. My friends. My family. My love. My heart. My soul.
In one blink life was taken from me. Now I cry with hopes of no tomorrow. Because I didn’t even want today to happen…or even yesterday.
Take me back to when we were happy and life didn’t feel like a burden.
When people were happy to see me or hear from me.
Because now more than ever. The dreams are where those people reside. A fragment of them smiling…waiting… waiting to hear about my day or even attempt the smallest comfort…whispers of you’re not alone here…
This life has taught me a lot.
How everyone and everything can turn their back without question. Without regard. Without purpose or meaning behind it. It just is. And I’m here reminded that I’mo no one with no one.
Maybe next year will be my year… times ticking now. Not much time left now.
Sieg_der_Liebe Community Member 
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