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Ive been off from work on medical leave for to long feel.

I wish I was at work again...it gives me what little purpose in life I have to work an have my co-workers who I appreciated working with an being around.

Even with pain I would go back but be limited in what I could do, so Id be either to slow or probably useless in that way.

I miss having purpose even though I need the rest an recovery....I feel so useless.

Work issues as well with B- Boss who is a know it all who ties control everything an I feel like only wanted the position to "Feel Important" an to boss everyone around. A liar an attempted manipulator in every way.

I say attempted because she is so two-faced an fake her manipulation is like watching a child say "I didn't eat the cookies" while watching them eat the cookies right in front of you hoping you wont see them doing it.

She is a pretty dam unconvincing lair especially when I grew up with a Father who could lie his way out of an argument or even a debt ( So Ive heard in my young life way back then. )