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I feel like just crying to someone, anyone. But I don't want to. I don't wanna a whiney baby, but...It's just so hard. Poor Erin, stuck with Angelle for the next two years. I feel like I couldn't possibly spare any more sympathy for anyone else, but then I do. I just wanna cry so much because it's so unfair. I can't let myslef cry, though. It makes it o much worse for me. I just cry and cry and cry for hours, and it keeps me up all night. It's pathetic. I had a dream about Kyle, and it was wonderful, until I woke up. Then I knew it wasn't real, and I almost started crying right then. I gave him a hug, and it felt so real. It was a sick, cruel joke from my mind. Kyle wearing a St. C's sweatshirt...I wish I could just see him, just once before Monday. I'd give anything...I miss him so much. He kept me sane when I would've lost it. He kept me from crying. He cared. He cared when most everyone didn't.
~sara
 nepie · Sun Aug 20, 2006 @ 01:58am · 2 Comments |
