I had a dream last night ... and by now, all I can remember is that people were taking dives off of high places into this body of water by where I live, right by the parkway. I was balanced up there with them, and I took a running jump off of this golden thing that curved up. I didn't think I was going to make it, but I dove all the way, and I made it.
...So weird.
My mind is stressed and I'm sort of excited about moving into college soon, but Sam's bad experience so far is worrying me. I pray as much as a faithless one can that things will get better for him when classes start, and that I'll be fine when I move in.
...
I miss him so ******** much even though it's almost getting annoying saying this everywhere. But I do ... I miss everything. I miss how he makes me feel like I can be my dorky self and he won't care, even if I dance around in a panda hat, because I know he loves me. Where else in the world am I going to find this?
These are going to be a hard four years ... or at least this is going to be a hard first time until I see him again.
...So weird.
My mind is stressed and I'm sort of excited about moving into college soon, but Sam's bad experience so far is worrying me. I pray as much as a faithless one can that things will get better for him when classes start, and that I'll be fine when I move in.
...
I miss him so ******** much even though it's almost getting annoying saying this everywhere. But I do ... I miss everything. I miss how he makes me feel like I can be my dorky self and he won't care, even if I dance around in a panda hat, because I know he loves me. Where else in the world am I going to find this?
These are going to be a hard four years ... or at least this is going to be a hard first time until I see him again.
