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“I don't mean to sound bitter, cold, or cruel, but I am, so that's how it comes out.”
Every joke can have its' truth, and now the joke's on you.
I never knew you were such a funny guy.

There's been a storm on the horizon every night I've gone into work this week. The sky is always on fire. Summer is already starting to wind down, we're slowly edging out of the heat. Back into all the brightness and cold of winter. Soon I'll be seeing my breath again, watching the rain and snow pile up. Halloween, Thanksgiving, Birthday, Christmas, and then the year closes. All too fast, and all too soon.

There's a feeling of uneasyness around gaia the past few days. If it were a more tangible, real place, the citizens would be looking up at the sky more often. Questioning the actions of their controllers and leaders. Wondering what happens next. Meanwhile, the streets get grungy from all the increased traffic, and people start longing for the cold to drive everyone back indoors, back to school, back home...

On the horizon are a few merchandise drops I'm looking forward to. Disgaea 2 is coming, another time sink in the making. I've already got my copy preordered and now I'm just waiting for EB online to start shipping. House season 2 hits on the 22nd of this month, and being one of the few remaining reasons for me to continue watching TV, I know I'll be snagging that ********. Been investing soem time in Titan Quest lately, and it's like playing with an old friend who you haevn't spoken to in a few years. She's prettied herself up a bit, and changed some of her style, but the core is still the same. I'm speaking, of course, of the Diablo series. While the core gameplay remains basically unchanged, a lot of the boundaries between classes have been removed, and a lot of the previous issues fixed. Sure, it's still an almost mindless click-fest and item whording simulation, but it's still great fun. I can finally make a slightly more playable Necromancer Tank, and I'm enjoying it immensley. It serves as a wonderful distraction from World of Warcraft, a game I'm trying not to burn out on. There's about 10 Lvl 60's who want me to run with them, but at a currently pathetic Lvl 26, they must continue to wait.

Work goes on much as it always has. The same drudgery and foul ******** that people seem intent on killing me with. I'm the senior agent on the desk through sheer luck and my inability to get fired from IBM for over 2 years. Insanity. Approaching 3 years of modding, too. Like always, that's a thrill a month job, and I'm not sure how long I'll be willing to continue it. Not that it's torture or anything, and it's certainly not stagnant. There just seem to by cyclical problems that I've had far too much time to become adjusted to, and my expectations seem to have lowered abnormally. Which in turn means less disappointment, but less reward. Funny ol' world, isn't it?

Nice guys finish last.
You're running out of gas.
Your sympathy will get you left behind.
Sometimes you're at your best, when you feel the worst.
Do you feel washed up, like piss going down the drain

Pressure cooker pick my brain and tell me I'm insane.
I'm so ******** happy I could cry.
Every joke can have its truth and now the joke's on you.
I never knew you were such a funny guy.

Oh nice guys finish last, when you are the outcast.
Don't pat yourself on the back you might break your spine.

Living on command.
You're shaking lots of hands.
Kissing up and bleeding all your trust,
taking what you need.
Bite the hand that feeds.
You lose your memory and you got no shame.

Pressure cooker pick my brain and tell me I'm insane.
I'm so ******** happy I could cry.
Every joke can have its truth and now the joke's on you.
I never knew you were such a funny guy.

Oh nice guys finish last, when you are the outcast.
Don't pat yourself on the back you might break your spine.


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  • User Comments: [6]
    WoW was a good game though I couldn't pay for it. Curse for lack of income. That and I just couldn't really play it. If I wasn't having lag from traffic, it was graphical lag due to a crappy computer.

    comment Druki · Community Member · Wed Aug 16, 2006 @ 08:13am
    X3 Been listenng to your podcasts, and they are amusing. (Not that it has anything to do with your journal entry)

    comment iChickie · Community Member · Tue Aug 22, 2006 @ 08:25pm
    emo

    comment ~EmptyMelodies · Community Member · Fri Sep 01, 2006 @ 12:09am
    Twisty demodding? That would be...weird. Like when a major landmark changes, and all of a sudden you get lost in the middle of a city you have known for years.

    You being there to dispense ascerbic witty justice has always been a staple of C&T.

    I understand what you mean about life passing too fast. Odd how the weeks and months fly by, but each day drags.

    -GrK

    comment GrinningKitty · Community Member · Fri Sep 01, 2006 @ 04:15am
    POISIN xp

    comment Sweet and Sour Pork · Community Member · Fri Sep 08, 2006 @ 01:59am
    its good

    comment lindabird2006 · Community Member · Fri Sep 15, 2006 @ 08:31pm
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