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blah Everyone is blowing me off lately. My best friend has enough gas money to go to the lake every day but not to come see me when we had plans a week in advance. I was all looking forward to talking to her and getting to see her again... Maybe taking some pictures for sorrow girls... i got a new backdrop... but no... she texts me that she doesn't have the gas... i understand if i had just called her and asked... but that was her reason last week... don't you think that she would have saved some money if she had really wanted to see me? My boyfriend wasn't listening to me when i told him when i worked, so i sat at work all day waiting for him to drop by and he never did... eh... and Kayla just asked "You are reserving the room for anime south, right?" Hell no! I don't want her screwing that little thing next to me... and even if she says she wont... she isn't in control... that has already been proven. He is the one holding the remote... and he doesn't care about anyone but himself. Maybe i want to have a nice vacation with my boyfriend... maybe i don't even care if she comes along. I would like to see her there... but i really want to just sleep in a bed with my boyfriend. sighs This is so frustrating... I just want friends... that care about my feelings. Friends that want to see me... friends that will actually do me favours... gee... wouldn't it be nice if i had a friend that would drive out to my house and take me places... would book hotel rooms for me... who will NOT have sex... or even show any emotion twards her love, just because she knows her friend is alone. Nope. that one is me... I have said this a million times but i need to just stop caring. I got high for the first time last night. It was from sniffing this stuff called "rush" and it only lasts for about 2 mins... but still... It made me feel a lot better... now i wish i had some of that here... I am so friggen depressed... I need to just imbet some of it in my sinus... so i can be happy all the time. >< the headaches are a b*h though... goodnight dears... not like anyone reads this st. Seriously... if you read this... tell me... it might made me feel special. O.o ~Lady Dryden <3

Posted by: x-Neon Stitches-x Tue Aug 15, 2006 @ 03:55am

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Commented on: Tue Aug 15, 2006 @ 05:24am


	I can't believe you would do that!!! You are so ****** selfish!!!!! She does st for you and for all the people she knows, I can't believe you did drugs after meeting my family and seeing what type of life i had. I can't see you doing this to yourself.....wait I can becuse of how you act. You b*h! She has done more for you then you will ever do for you own kid!!!!!! I think you need to see what she has done for you in the last years and what you have done for her. I can't believe you are talking about the girl you have said to be your best friend for years! She has control of her life and what her and her boyfriend do unlike you and yours, you have all the power in that area! you don't give him the a chance to act like someone he is when he is around you. I think that you need to see what you are saying and doing with your life, and what other people are doing with thiers. I can't see why you are so worried about getting money back when your family is so **** rich you can get all this cool st. I can see why your family can't get st you need they get st you want. I'm sitting here living with my BEST friend and her LOVING family just to live and you finding ways to get high!!!! I know how much that st cost and you are so **** sad. Well you know what ****** YOU, until you see what people in the real world look and live like!!!

Commented on: Tue Aug 15, 2006 @ 06:50am


	You know what... The lake is Closer, for one, and two, it's not everyday. Another thing... Quote: Hell no! I don't want her screwing that little thing next to me... and even if she says she wont... she isn't in control... that has already been proven. He is the one holding the remote... and he doesn't care about anyone but himself. I Can't believe you have such little faith in me. And the fact that you can bad mouth him so much without having really talked to him since he ****** up surprises me. The fact you would say I'd **** Ron with you in a bed NEXT TO ME pisses me off... I can hardly have sex with him when anyone is home! It's **** ridiculous that you are dumping me as a friend cuz I had no gas to drive all the way to the beach to stay the night with you. I WAS NOT ****** BLOWING YOU OFF! And for the whole "that was her reason last week"thing... Jesus Christ... Don't you understand that my hours were cut IN HALF at pizza hut, and I'm trying to find another job on top of pizza hut or just a better jobto cover expenses? And that my bills have NOT decreased with my hours? I had to ask EVEY for gas money, which she got from her PARENTS, which put me slightly under half a tank, to last (again) until pay day! If you are so goddamn wanting to see me, Come out to Cedar Grove and visit! It's not like you don't know where I live. -_-

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