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i stand there and watch you walk away
inside i call your name and run to you
i hold your hands tight i lean forward
but in real life i am looking to the ground too afaid to move
to afraid to run to you and show how much i really do care
will smileing at you and telling you it will be okay be enough to show you how much i really care about you
as you walk away all my fantisies and dreams faid to nothing
my heart sinks lower
i fall depper into the dark web that i've been wheaving since i first ouched your hand
i my heart i'm screaming
but on the outside i'm looking away