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the rain falls in time to my tears. he broke me yet he doesnt care. i keep asking myself why i fall in love so easily. why they say i love you when they dont mean it. is it to get us in bed? few guys i have met have ment the saying "i love you amelia" i question myself if one really means it. i may never know if he does or not untill four years from now. four years the day we meet, four years we will be together..forever. or will we?



you say you are goth but are you? your actions act more as though you are an angel. your tanned skin and black makeup does nothing to make you goth. you say you are goth only to impress me.are you just trying to fit in? i fell for you cause of whom you are not trying to be someone else. be yourself and i'll love you more. goth or not it doesn't matter, lables mean nothing. lables...are stupid. be yourself.



you say you love me only to get me in bed. only sex matters to you. you never ment it when you told me you loved me. you did it so i would trust you more. all you did was play mind games on me and joke about me behind my back. why? i did nothing to you so why treat me like this? in the end you tell me you never did care. you laughed when i cryed. you laughed at how stupid i was to fall for a p***k. now i sit here, cutting away at my wrists...asking god to kill me.



yes i wrote all these