Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

I feel like I need to write it down before I start crying...I feel like I want to cry.
Okay, now you're worried- What is wrong Eri?!?! Don't scream that out, I swear nothing is wrong people- its just..feelings.

My heart has never beated faster for someone, my love hasn't stretched for days for a long time. I thought I won't meet the man I truely love.

And here comes Ein. First we just roleplayed then we were friends, we talked laugh and shared the same kind of likes and dislikes.

Lol, now I don't need to go into detail...

Anyways we were happy together, and in love. It surprises me how much my heart feels full and great. I wasn't always a happy one, atleast not on the outside.


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Days pass by...

I miss Ein so bad, we havn't talked- or atleast properly for a long time. I hate timezone's but who can blame nature?

The sun should die! Lol, just kidding << that will be really bad!

Geez, I have serious problems. I cannot stop thinking about Ein, and when my heart hurts I think of Ein to fill it again. I love Ein so bad... I won't ever even cheat on him. >< I just couldn't, because I'll always feel bad.

I miss him, I really do- plain too much.

Love is a funny thing... I always smile when he is online- or atleast talking to me, even if its about random..or sharing things in life. Problems. and stuff. I always smile.

Haha, I love him. I really do. Hope everyone is happy for me. whee

Now thinking ahead we won't be able to talk to eachother for some while- I hope...there is a way for us to talk even more when we are so far apart.

I love you, for ever- Ein. heart heart