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Vickicat's Journal
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August 5, 2006
Last night we stayed up all night again on Flyff. At least Kaz got his guild made. But of course he didn't give me the highest rank, no he gave that to his stupid friend. I always come second with him. That's how it's always been. And he wasn't nice to one of the other guild members either and I had to complain to him to get him to change her rank because she couldn't get the guild cape, and she donated a bunch of money to the guild too. At least I didn't donate anything. I don't have anything to donate on that account yet anyways, but it makes me feel like not helping out. Today Kaz had to help his dad at work, but at least he got online there, even though the internet was crappy and he couldn't play Flyff. When he finally got home, Flyff wouldn't work. So I'm just selling stuff on there since it's harder and slower to play without someone. I'm just in an awful mood. Nebby's been online so that's good, she showed me a bunch of funny music videos. She finds the weirdest stuff, it's awesome. Definately profile material there. Ivy hasn't been on at all today, because Ralph went to visit her. They haven't even been together two years and they already managed to meet. Me and Kaz have been together six years. I don't know how some people get all the luck. It's like, nothing like that ever works for me. Nothing goes right. We're older, we're adults, we've been going out forever practically, and still I've never been able to hug him or kiss him or go on a date with him. It isn't fair. And it doesn't look like I'll get to anytime soon. I sit and watch everyone else have wonderful relationships and everything work out for them, while Kaz gets mad at me and then when things between us are going right he still isn't able to come see me, and I really don't think he tries hard enough to make it happen. And if I try to say anything about it to him he just yells.





 
 
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