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Hi!! Work is going well. An annoying guy just got fired and I'm ok with that.

So...Christmas was super busy. I have a note from the dr telling that I'm able to work, and get to sit down for 10m every 2 hours. So that's on file. But on Christmas, I hardly got to sit down at all, it was so busy!! My lines are, " Hello!! -scan ticket- You're in theater 4 in seat G5 and 6. Have fun!!" And Merry Christmas of course. or HNY. or whatever holiday. I started a convo w a lady once, and she just went on and on. That was a bad idea. On Jan. 1, it got busy for an hour or so, then slowed back down.
My sister got me compression socks. So those are tremendous. my foot has been huuuurting so bad from standing.
Since I can't tell time passing, I don't know what 10m is without a timer. But I think as long as I'm not sitting when it's busy, or the entire 5 hours then I'm ok. I do get up and stand as long as my foot is calm tho.
I dunno what it is man. It's in the arch of my left foot. then my heel. That's it. I've always been able to sit whenever I wanted, so never stood for like over 2 hours I think. I mean, I have stood before for a long time. but I don't think 5 hours.

My sister or mom is working on orthotics now, so I'll get those sometime this month. I've been reeeeeal careful with my feet ever since. And paying real close attention to everything from my ankles down. I don't cross my legs anymore or ankles, and have my feet up whenever I can. I've never had circulation problems and I'm SURE it's not diabetes. So...I think just orthotics will fix it all up.

omg. yesterday, I had to check a backpack! I was so scared. it was nothing at all, but omg! I was freaking out for about 30m afterwards.
I wish I could read during down time. but nope. I did see a coworker with a book out, but...I don't think I'd be able to focus. so I just stay bored off my a**. but get paid for it. ug I hate boredom tho. hate it SO MUCH!!

but man, it's a good job. Nothing is difficult about it. I fit in well. It's all good.


I do like journalling like this. I loooooove typing away!! I've always been the type who narrates my life. It does get annoying, but I've always done it. I know barely anyone reads my journal, but it still helps to know that maybe someone will answer questions or whatever. I have a problem with privacy anyway, so I like to tell everything. It does bug me sometimes tho. Sometimes I do wish I was completely normal...but I am not. That's not the deal. Sometimes being different just sucks man. It's hard to be different.