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ok.. hmm.. where oh where to begin bout last night. for starters, it was something that's always going to stay true and dear to my heart and i'm sure the same can be said for Cole. for those of you who are unaware, me and my best friend of so long are now officially dating. hahaha, and those of you who do know us, you'll know we've both been crushing on one another for quite some time. so i suppose it was something bound to happen. so the other night i was determined to find out exactly what we were. so i just asked flat out in the middle of our many odd conversations about nonsense "so, are you like my boyfriend?" and, it just got more weird and awkward from there cause we kept getting off the subject. but by the end of that long night, we decided, we were going to be with one another. so that was that.

so last night, we spent from 11 pm to 7 am having the most serious intense conversations about us and what not. me? serious!? wtf?! hahahaha! overall, i now know exactly how he feels. i had no idea he felt as strongly as he does. and to tell you the truth, i could not be happier. i am.. every moment, as little as it is, that i spend with that boy, just makes me happier and love him more that i already do. cole, has got to be the most amazing thing to ever happen to me.

the only other person besides cole who knows this is jaeryn. that on the 19th, the day after i'm planned to get my license, i'm going to rhode island to see my baby. 11 hour trip by car with no traffic. shiiiiit.. but!! i'm determined, if not now then a three day weekend durring school. yea, ima have my daddy's jeep. its gonna be mine officially on my birthday, so.. umm.. yay!

but anywho. last night was amazing and so now i'm glad Cole stayed up. but i'm kinda sad he's gonna be tired for work today, but.. its all good i suppose. more or less, it was a night the both of us needed. reassurance all round. and god!!! he is so sweet and i love him more than you'd ever know smile