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That guilt drives the dreamer to make those nightmares real.
I don't know how to apply that to any nightmare I've ever had, but sure, we can go with that. Oh, wait, nvm, but still...that's frustrating. I CAN'T DIE THAT EARLY crying IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT! so...this had bloody well just be a random flicker in my imagination. RANDOM. Just no more nightmare/dream-meets-reality crap for awhile, plz. I just want some semblance of peace, just for awhile, even if I really don't want it. Life becomes so boring when you've seen half of it already. Or know what's gonna happen. It gets old. Like knowing when people are going to IM or PM or message me...yea, it gets really old after awhile. BORING. It was exciting for about...2 months. It's been...11 months since that crud started. TIMBER!!!!!!!
It's so annoying to have to worry about all that crap. The only good thing is that I'm not quite up to the mental level of everyone else, so I actually believe in what's going on. Most people would've brushed it off as coincidence after coincidence. *sighs* Soemtimes the fact that I still believe in what everyone calls "make-believe" is what keeps me sane. well, in some ways I'm below the mental par...I still don't get why everyone acts like life is a game, because it's seriously not. More like a freaking horror movie. NOT a fairy tale. And I've been known to get things people have trouble with. Except English class. I'll never get it. But I'll still manage to pull A's! *ish in love with the vocabulary quizzes that save the grade* heart
Kamikaze Kaito Jeanne! lol, it's so funny. I like Maron. She's a sweetie. And she does rhythmic gymnastics. I never did get the 1st one, though. 2 & 3 are what I have, and 4 should be out now, but I haven't seen it. Oh, wait, yea I did. At Border's. lol, I'm really not together right now.
Well, must finish summer reading journals!
"Again and again and again and again!"
~nepie
 nepie · Fri Jul 28, 2006 @ 10:47pm · 1 Comments |
