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I was all happy because it was christmas and well I got to see my family...but that soon whent to hell. Cousins crying, others hurting, and the few who leave me alone. It is true, I now belive that many people in myfamily don't know me. they don't tell me anything and they don't listen...it is really hard to be the only teenager in the family. It make me feel alone so natualy I go an hied in my room, turn my discman on loud and forget the world. So many times I have done that. So many times I have cryed. At least I got to see a cousin I haven't seen since Amanda got married. I would write something depressing...or more deep but I am just ******** tired of them, all of them.......I could not even be there and no one would care...wll maybe just so I can entertain their kids and live in hell for a while. The song Welcome To My Life is my theam song.