What's happened to you? It's obvious you've changed
Something deep inside you is probably to blame
Must be lonely up there with your head up in the clouds
Even though you got there what does your conscience tell you now?
It's never the same on the way down
How does it feel when your feet finally hit the ground?
When all of your bridges aren't around
And the sandcastles you built are falling down
You had us all sitting right there in your hand
But you had to fall because that's how this life is
Got your fingers burned by burning candles at both ends
Now the table's turned and now your demons are your freinds
So now I question what you're gonna do
Now that everything's gone with you
You believe the s**t you say is true
But everybody's on to you
Life remembers everything you do
Your karma has caught up with you
I'm still scared. Afraid of failing
Anticipating, the ride to end before the wheels begin to move.
So I can hide.
I've mastered feeling nothing.
I'm dead inside. Why don't I care?
Waste my time, commiserating,
Self medicating - it's my design
Although I know you don't approve
So I can hide.
I've mastered feeling nothing.
I'm dead inside. Why don't I care?
The truth is that I'm not so good at showing how I feel.
Or keeping my mouth shut
When there's something to conceal.
Or knowing how to love,
Love's not in my memories
How can I rise above all my insecurities
So I can hide.
I've mastered feeling nothing.
I'm dead inside. Why don't I care?
I fight the tide
The ebb and flow consuming still by my side
Why should you care?
Thank you AkinaRein for writing this for me ^_^
Something deep inside you is probably to blame
Must be lonely up there with your head up in the clouds
Even though you got there what does your conscience tell you now?
It's never the same on the way down
How does it feel when your feet finally hit the ground?
When all of your bridges aren't around
And the sandcastles you built are falling down
You had us all sitting right there in your hand
But you had to fall because that's how this life is
Got your fingers burned by burning candles at both ends
Now the table's turned and now your demons are your freinds
So now I question what you're gonna do
Now that everything's gone with you
You believe the s**t you say is true
But everybody's on to you
Life remembers everything you do
Your karma has caught up with you
I'm still scared. Afraid of failing
Anticipating, the ride to end before the wheels begin to move.
So I can hide.
I've mastered feeling nothing.
I'm dead inside. Why don't I care?
Waste my time, commiserating,
Self medicating - it's my design
Although I know you don't approve
So I can hide.
I've mastered feeling nothing.
I'm dead inside. Why don't I care?
The truth is that I'm not so good at showing how I feel.
Or keeping my mouth shut
When there's something to conceal.
Or knowing how to love,
Love's not in my memories
How can I rise above all my insecurities
So I can hide.
I've mastered feeling nothing.
I'm dead inside. Why don't I care?
I fight the tide
The ebb and flow consuming still by my side
Why should you care?
Thank you AkinaRein for writing this for me ^_^
