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I just read the most awesome website on suicide. It all makes sense. It fits. Even if you end it, there isn't any shame. No sadness except by people who don't understand what you did it for. In fact, you don't even have to have a reason. It all snapped together for me. Why should we have to stay in this hell hole if there is the hope of something better? Why should we have to bear the turmoil created by everyone else when we don't want to? It isn't chickening out or giving up, it's just an easing into something else. And hell sometimes anything is better than where you're at, right? So why not? Energy and matter cannot be destroyed, simply turned into something else. And I'd rather be the stuff that daisies and bricks are made of sometimes than what I am now. It's just awesome. I like it. You don't have to be sad to do it, and I'm not insane, just...understanding now. smile

You may be the next murderer. Kill yourself before you kill another. biggrin