[ This is gonna sound really homo - ish but its whatever ]
From of first years together in third grade, I've always realized that you were special.
My little peice of happyiness. Thinking about such days I have become a little depressed. You are my rolemodel, sister, and best frined by far a I ... I the timid and courageless follower. When Highscool started I made a game plan in my mind; I wanted to be with you and protect you from everything and anything that got in your way. But heres the thing, I didn't and somehow I Found myself protecting you from me mroe than anything. As things got tough for you they also got tough on me; It hurts right now. Cause you have no idea how much I love you, I try so hard to be the one you see as well but I can settle for less. When I see you crying and frustrated I feel the same why. I wish that you would tell me whats wrong Cause in the end your all that matters to me. I want to share you happiness and Pain. I'm not afraid just believe in me cause I will always be there for ya. I miss you. Alot.
The END
