Dani, I'm sorry. I really am. I didn't expect my comment to have that kind of an effect on you. I didn't mean it that way at all. I was just joking around, just like how you're always calling me smelly, short, slow. ((... You really like words that start with "s" don't you?))
Dear god. I sound like I'm effin' dating you.
Anyways... Yeah...
In other news...
I'm being forced to finds a summer job now. It's not like I haven't been trying. Most stores have accepted/hired by the start of this month. I didn't get to Toronto until the start of this month. Almost all the stores I asked at said they've just finished recruiting new people and don't need any more, thank you very much. I handed in my resume and filled out an application form at Baby Gap. ((Oh yeah, baby clothes. Go me.)) I've asked around, I've searched the internet, I've ran around Eaton Centre. Does this sound like I haven't tried at all?
Now the adults, who said they wouldn't pressure me at the beginning, are telling me to look harder. Excuse me? Oh yes. I've been playing around. That GAP application form didn't exist. It was just a figment of my imagination.
First they say my resume's not good enough and forces me to write a new one and now they're pushing me to look on Monster.com? Doesn't sound like what they said before. "Try your best, we understand it's hard. Don't push yourself~"
Thanks. I won't push myself. I'll just go ask the stores in the Eaton Centre for the 3rd time if they have any openings.
Yes, I'm just a tiny bit stressed. My mom's making me write Chinese homework again and really, it's quite pointless. Make me go to lessons or something. Just copying characters out of a book isn't going to do much.
And the computer technician of my mom's office is telling me about some girl next-door with a push up bra.
And I'm stuck in a dinky little room with him and he's one of the people yelling at me to find a job. In fact, he's threatening to cut the internet on me. Um... Kay?
Now I'm going to go try that word game again. The one that's accept "tit" but not "quote". The game's making me feel even stupid, huzzah. Yay for being a failure at everything.
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I only recall telling you that you were smelly, and I usually end it with "like flowers", so that's not derogatory...I call you short, yeah, but that's not like it has any effect, you're clearly taller than me regardless of what I eat and what I do to try and make myself grow. -__- You're growing really fast, and that's great. Just wait until you're like, a head taller than me or something... sweatdrop I don't recall ever calling you slow. Although you don't get things sometimes, that's alright because I explain things all subliminary-like. surprised You sure as hell aren't slow...look at that 90% average... gonk
Either way. You don't fail at everything, aye? Your school average was 20% more than mine, you get multiple awards, you have more friends (in the physical/"real" world...although we decided that the term 'irl' was stupid XD) than I do, and you win at life more than I do altogether. So shush. *bonk* I don't think I could name one person who hates you.
And yeah, I'm extremely self-concious. You probably haven't noticed, but I avoid mirrors and reflective objects like the plague, I hate cameras/having pictures of me taken, and I always wear hoodies that cover me completely for a reason, y'know. I like walking around at night and I like to hide in my house because I don't like being where people can see me (i.e. SCHOOL. There's a reason why I don't have other friends y'know). I get nervous when I have to go places with lots of people, so I never go unless I'm with other people that I can hide behind (i.e. You, Anisa or Nii-san. Which is a very short list...feel special).
As to the "sheesh it sounds like I'm dating you" thing...rofl. I treat you better than I do my own boyfriend. rofl I call him a buttface and he's like, THAT HURTS ME DEEP DOWN IN MY SOUL... crying
Cheer up~ &hearts