It's odd how I never noticed you before. You were around but it's like you didn't exist. You didn't exist in my world. When did you sneak into my thoughts? When did I start caring so much about you? I'm so aware of your presence now. I always make a fool of myself in front of you. I can't help it. I'm just too sensetive around you. I want you to notice me but at the same time I want to push you away. I want to talk to you but I don't. I want you here but I don't. I think about you all the time but I don't want to.
Do you know the effect you have on me? Do you know how much I care about you? So many times I've wanted to tell you but I always change my mind at the last second. I'm not courageous enough. I'm too scared. Of what? I don't even know. I'm constantly trying to convince myself that this isn't real, I don't feel anything for you, but I just end up confusing myself more.
I hate you. I wish you'd just get out of my mind. I'm sick of doubting myself. I want you out of my life.
*runs off to Taco Bell*
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