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Four years pass and I do not entirely know if I feel different or the same as I did last time I wrote here. Life certainly has had plenty of ups and downs since then and I have achieved much I feel. I have achieved a bachelors degree in psychology, and I am working on my masters. Many friends are still with me since then and some have been lost to the changing of time. These losses fortunately are not the product of death but more so the reality of just growing different as people and life going different places. I have made new friends and have had different love interests since my last journal entry.

I sometimes wonder frequently to this day if I could have done things better, or have been a better person at times. Maybe that's a good thing however, to keep ourselves grounded and reminded of the person we want to be. I last wrote as a younger adult, not even midway through my twenties and now I am looking at 29 coming up. I am admittedly partially frightened, ten years ago I became an adult officially and this decade is nearing its end. At 18 I imagined I would be so much farther in life than I was now, and now my thoughts ten years later are how much I would like a chance to do it all over again.

Still, I may not always be satisfied but there is always time to improve my future and that power alone rests with what I strive to do. I have made some contact with some friends I have not seen in years recently and it has been delightful to see and catch up with old faces from my teen years. I hope to meet some more, be it on here or other places I used to hang out at online.

I suppose that is all I have on my mind right now, It is late and I need to write an assignment due tomorrow that I have thoroughly procrastinated.