Hello my world sweatdrop ...all these days had been bad....i busted my hand and i have been doing alot of exercise and is too hot in here to move sad ....i just hate my life rite now...my arms hurt for spinning rifles, but no i want to be in the boys drill team...o well...and i just found out that i don't have that many friends and only two i can trust on, but I doubt on one of them confused ....i really don't trust n e one but these are special xd ...i hate the fact that i'm weird and that i cannot put my problems into words so i can just be satified by just letting off some steam mad ...arg i just want to curse rite now...beeing depressed is not fun and i can't take the pain away cry ..i tried once but blood makes me dizzy....i even have a headake, i've been having ever since this satrted, but rite now i can't stand it...is really painfull emo ..*closes journal*.........*says out loud " why isn't life easy??"*
xHelloxDollFacex · Tue Jul 04, 2006 @ 02:57am · 0 Comments
