I've been out of sorts for almost a month now. It's been a long time since I've felt this way for this long.
I just want to leave Gaia to see if anyone would even notice. Not many people seemed to notice when I left my old account... or if they did, they didn't bother to let anyone know. So why would anything be different on this account?
But I can't. I'm always worried I'll miss something, or I'm just so bored that I can't.
But everything around this site lately makes me feel so down. All the things I used to love doing, I just don't wanna do anymore. No real motivation to do so. I feel like I'm just irritating to the people who do actually bother to reply when I get bored and PM them.
I hate feeling like this. I just wanna be happy again. But something won't let me, and I can't figure out exactly what it is.
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Elindranyth
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ok i will!
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