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ok. my life right now has two sides to it. a good side, and a bad. the good of it is that me and my sister are actually kinda hanging out. hopefully she wont continue ignoring me.
the bad, it consists of inner issues that im trying so hard to stop, but somthing makes me do them. its like its not me controlling my body, i just have to pay the consequence. i hate it. i cant even look at myself in the mirror, knowing that not even my reflection will look back at me, or understand.