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Forgotten Forgotten in the world, Lost in my own mind. Why can't I acquire, What I try to find. The fates have turned against me, I have nothing left in life. And now it looks so tempting, The glimmer of the knife.

Posted by: Rain Yamazaka Wed Dec 15, 2004 @ 11:09pm

Do you ever look at something and realize that it is not real?
I do.
I look at something you call reality.

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Commented on: Wed Dec 22, 2004 @ 11:44pm


	WHAT THE HELL no no no no dont even say stuff like that sad crying you will make me cry crying sad eek surprised

Commented on: Mon Jan 03, 2005 @ 11:48pm


	I agree with you misskitty! It makes me sad too... But just remember Nilathak... A silver dager can be very tempting, belive me I know, I can relate, before you found me, I felt the same way, all of this darkness is so beautifull and haunting but cold, like the blade of your knife, so dark, so sharp, so sweet, yet we all know that spilt blood is a more painfull memorie than finding a love you thought you would never find... This world is a dark and horid place filled with demons that feast off of other's miserey, but please remember, that in the precence of light there can be no darkness, so many times have I felt the way you do, yet I can not help hope your poetry is not an evil prophecy of death to come... don't die... Okay?

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Commented on: Tue Jan 25, 2005 @ 12:13am


	Rawr. Beautiful peom. Impossibly sad but so lovely. ;_; Dun even think about that more, kk?

Commented on: Tue Jan 25, 2005 @ 12:24am


	As boring as the next poem of suicide. I think you should think of something better.

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Commented on: Wed Feb 09, 2005 @ 10:37pm


	Ya know what Nila? You need to write something even remotely happy. All your poetry is dark and death-like and suicidal and all that jazz. Just try, OK? I know you can write happier stuff. wink

Commented on: Wed Feb 16, 2005 @ 09:51pm


	that poem is beautiful in an emensly twisted way i love it!!! do you write poetry alot?? i just write and read alot because books and my own words are less complicated than real life and they dont hurt me like people can...they remind me that people in booksare like me but i will never know them as they were created by someone who moulded them and shaped them into what they wanted sort of what life is trying to do to me hope you found this

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Commented on: Tue Oct 18, 2005 @ 04:05am


	Don't think like that it isn't good for you. Belive me I know. This poem accualy made me cry. I guess I have thought about killing myself a few times.....

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