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I'm planing yet another fast...I want it to last for 31 days and I don't care what happens to me anymore.
I feel like I've lost myself,like there's a big chunk of me that broke and I feel like I need to take it out on myself for some reason.
really depressed right now.
felt like crying throughtout most of the day and it's cause of this feeling.
it's like there's a whole, or like I broke like I'm not me and I swear I don't know who the hell I am.
I should be happy,I have almost everything I ever wanted,then what's wrong with me?
I have the friends I always wanted
the grades to prove to them that I'm not dumb
the lover that I had wished I had ahd throughtout my entire life
then what's wrong with me?......why am I so broken?
why can't I fill this emptiness?
who am I and what the hell is missing?
 yamiruri · Fri Jun 23, 2006 @ 03:00am · 1 Comments |
