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Most people ignore most poetry because most poetry ignores most people.
Alone with Hate
I am alone
alone in the world
alone in my mind
and alone in my heart
I'm alone when I wake
alone as I live
alone as I finally meet the darkness
I'm alone with myself
alone without family
alone without friends
and truly alone in a room full of people
I've been alone everywhere
all the time
for as long as I care to remember
I'm alone in my life
alone with horrors
all alone in my horrors
I don't want to be alone
I hate it
I plain as day ******** hate it
I hate having nobody to talk to
I hate that there's nobody to hug me with comfort
and tell me everything's going to be okay
I hate not having anybody to share my dreams with
I hate not having any dreams
I hate that when I scream,
I scream suicide
and that I'm screaming into emptiness
I hate that there is nobody to hear my scream
and that there's nobody to help me to stop screaming
I hate that what I've turned into in my loneliness is killing me
or that It has killed me or is going to kill me soon
and that nobody will care when I do die
I hate that I will die alone
full of regrets and guilt
I will die alone in my horrors
I hate being alone
I ******** hate it


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  • User Comments: [2]
    hum. well I hope your ready for wut my thoughts.
    It’s a very good poem. Good thing u stuck with poetry and I didn’t. Anyway wut I’ve learned from my mistakes and wut this poem is telling me. u feel alone in and world and your hating it. Every one hates to be alone. So do I. when we r alone most ppl drag others down into there misery with the, (example: me but I try not to). As for u I think u semi to drag nothing down with u. witch is both good and bad. Cause it means u care for others weather u will admit it or not. But u will also try to live a life of loneliness. We do not become alone out of normal days. Most of the time we choose it for many different reasons. And to tell u the truths If u ever feel lonely. Give me or some one else a holler. Trust me well come running. ^ ^

    sorry if non of it made sence. or if u just didnt like it.

    comment ..Quiet..Star.. · Community Member · Wed Jun 21, 2006 @ 07:03pm
    I like it. It's very true. Feeling alone sucks, and I'm sure those thoughts have crossed everyone's mind at one point or another.

    comment 666kei666 · Community Member · Thu Aug 24, 2006 @ 02:52pm
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