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Decided I'll write something before I log for the night.
My weekend was great, well at least i thought it was.
Found out some interesting facts as well.
I also decided over the weekend from finding something out, I'm going to keep on writing what is on my mind. If I don't, my head might explode!(j/k)
As far has the guy that I like, once again, he knows, and I know he knows, just to bad we don't live in the same mental existence, or do we?
Yea, I admit, the darn cute, sarcastic, moron has grown on me, and keeps on, like a slaggin' fungus, but o well, I enjoy his company.
Kinda wish he could stick around forever. redface
(Like that will ever happen)
Why am I so keen on that I will never get the guy I want(him), because, I guess, I just have been shot down so many times in my very youthful life, I have nearly given up.
So, I think of the worst, and I haven't been proven wrong yet. Ever guy I have ever wanted to go with, has used me or has shaken there head no, cause I just wasn't the right material.
BLAH!
I just wish I could figure out what he thinks about all this, is he laughiong about it, smirking to himself, makeing some sarcastic comment like "well, no duh?!" or something.
I don't know..
I just really care about him, and I'm not sure where my feeling lie completely with him. I just wish he could answer me how he felt...
Most likely, just a friendly bond...
How many words I love to say to him, just to darn scared to say..
Darn worried over I might lose the best friend I have ever gotten.. xp
 Neva-chan · Tue Dec 14, 2004 @ 04:21am · 0 Comments |
