~I knew this would happen...I knew it wouldn't last. If I had a gun I would use it. I hate life and everything it holds for me. I just don't care anymore...I've been crying for hours...I knew it had to be done but,...I never thought it would hurt this much, for I used to think that I had fealings but tryed not to show them. "They are a sign of weakness"...that was what I knew and lived by. If you show'd no fealing you wouldn't be hurt,...I was wrong. So now,.....now I belive I'm just a cold hearted, worthless, ugly, pathetic, being...that dosn't deserve to live. I understand this now...but where do I go? What do I do?...What does one do when their fealings have finaly cought up with them?.....~
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