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*pets*

I get angsty too, though sometimes it's nothing to do with PMS.

It sucks when friends phase out. It sucks when I stop being "close" to people on an emotional level. It's awkward and uncomfortable and I just ... don't like dealing with it.

Anyways, I hope you can get through this? *hug*

I made that post intending to go to sleep... but I couldn't sleep, so I talked to her about it.

We've really just run out of things to talk about... we don't run in any of the same circles on Gaia, so we don't have that to talk about, we've both quit playing RO, so there isn't that to talk about, and we've known each other so long that we don't really have much in the way of something leading on a tangent of some story xd

And I was mentioning that I wasn't sure if it was like, an always there thing, PMS gone wild, or just PMS causing my everyday underlying angst to just not be able to be kept under control... she mentioned being able to see a marked difference between "normal" me and "PMS" me xp

But I can't even get any of this checked out for another couple weeks xd Not that I want to, I'm terrified that they'll either tell me it's nothing, which will make me feel worse, or that it will be something and then I'll be on meds the rest of my life gonk

Until Menopause... at which point you get NEW MEDS. biggrin biggrin biggrin

ohyay! xd

I have a feeling once July rolls around, I'm going to be highly medicated at all times anyways... I finally get to go to the doctor about my bad headaches that I get alot, and hope that they come up with adifferent solution for me than blood thining medicine... that's what they put my dad on for his headaches gonk