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hello,...

Normally I'm not really big into writing about the events in my life,...why?
Cause there's never anything really special about my life,...except if you count all of my friends, wonderful parents,annoyingly sweet little brother, and my totally awsome boyfriend,...but under all the great things there are plenty of not so great things.

Talk to anyone about me and I think all you'll get is positives, but I know I've got too many negatives,..... it's become almost impossible to hide.

There is just too much about me that's so bizarre,...it's like I'm not even real!

Not even human,....


The need to find the truth is haunting me....it's tearing away at my soul...

I've got to fight it!

I've got to find a way out of this unkown mess I've somehow gotten into...

There's no one to help me...
no one who'll even listen,

Even when I scream....,

but I'm starting to think that someone is there...watching me....waiting for something to happen.....something......horrible and uncontrolable....


I'm going to take this time to warn you that whatever you think your getting yourself into is wrong....

I'm not normal...and the truth may become the last thing
you ever know about me.....




PS> Just so ya know I'm only kidding! I'm working on becoming a writer and I hope to make this little jourmal into a very interesting story.
Which will include some pretty unbeleaveble things and some true things as well,....I'm definatly looking forward to writing many more pages and I hope whosever reading it will surely enjoy it!!!

Welcome to the weird life of LadyAlexander!
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