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Why does he still love her?
Why must I pick up the peices
That were torn and shattered
When I found out
Still he goes astray
Some say he wont come back
That he'll just leave me
Crying and all alone
Why doesnt he see
How much I love him,
How much I care
That he comes back to me
When will it all end
Will it ever?
Why do I have to be hurt again
It feels so unfair
Hurt once, hurt twice
And a deep guilt feeling
When I talk to my formor love
Why do I still love him
After all that he's done
Am I so pathetic?
Like the abused wife, unloved?
When will my misery end?!
WILL IT EVER END?!
Why do I feel
That he's running away
From me.
My brain tells me to let go
That he's not worth any more
Hurt or worry
Which is probably true
But my heart tells me to stay
Or to at least wait
And talk to him again
No then my brian shouts,
His words are poison it saids
Lying and decieving
Just to get what he wants
My heart wants to believe his every word
Then again my heart still mourns
For the one I left behind
The one who's there to comfort me
And when I talk to him
All my heart wants
Is for that love to be back again
I droan on and on
In my pain and self woe
Why must it be so complicated
Why am I confused?
Why have I done some things
Why am I here
Why did he have to do this to me
Why am I scorned
Why...
Why...
...why...