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YAY!! it happened again!! yeah right.....that's what i used to say. i don't anymore. the one person i used to care about so much has made my life suck recently. i gues i shouldn't complain though, it's to be expected right? yeah...i wonder how many other ppl have had to hear the things i have from someone like him. granted he's sweet and adorable but he doesn't know how what he says effects me. he doesn't get how i can get upset by his actions...i know he'd yell at me if i did what he does sometimes. maybe i should forget about him but i can't do that; i'd be too sad if i did. gonk that's what sucks...i cant' get him out of my head, all the things i want to say to him that he'll never know if i don't. maybe i need mental help right now but that's what i have friends for. (hey they're cheaper than any therapist i know) at least i know that some people still love me...i don't think they know how much they mean to me sometimes... xp but that's life...and this is mine...i'll go on...even if it means that i have to forget about him for a while


i'm out