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I feel like writing but I don't know what to write. I want to write poetry but I can't get the lines right in my head. And in between thinking about Brendan and poetry I'm getting so confused. Not to mention I keep thinking about Wes to. I keep thinking I made a mistake breaking up with him, it's just that, I was mad at him constantly, all we did was argue, he wasn't sweet anymore, he wasn't deep anymore. I kept having to be the "guy" in the relationship and I think that I was working harder than he was trying to keep us together. I barely even talked to him except for during gym class. Brenddan and I talked in homebase, Pre-algebra, on the bus, lunch, before science. Wes and I talked on the bus, and for like, 2 seconds during my RLA break, and we didn't even really talk during gym, he just acted like an idiot most of the time. It's for the best. I know it is. I'm going out with Brendan now and he's more mature, smater, not as senstitive, funny. I'm right to do what I did, but why do I feel so bad about it? I guess I'll ttyl.