well those of you that sit at my lunch table have already read about my first memory.....
those days were happy... thought even as a child not even in school i knew people could not be trusted. to not tell your friend anything about yourself unless you have already said that story so many times they already know it well. then only diffrence you tell the story in detail and add comments about it. so if your friend got mad at you thay couldn't take the truth and twist it into a bad rumor.
i have no idea were i got this impresion cause it has never happened to me or to the people around in fact it was 2 yease befor i saw it happen to someone in kindergarden.
i also knew that being diffrent is a VERY good thing and pretending to be somthing your not is just not right. though most over there tryed to blend in as much as possible i was one of the only ones to be diffrent.
i was i VERY good lier when i was that age (thats why I'm so god now) and alot of other kids were very unconderful with lieing but, i could lie at the drop of a hat. i was also very good at placeing evidence to suport the lie everywhere.
i knew just what to say to make ones day or darkin that day. i knew how to confert someone when crying and help them be happy and move on or i could make them so sad they dont talk for the rest of the year.
i knew many things even then but what i realy wanted was ignorence. i did not want to know (at the age of 3) that i could be kiddnapped or killed at any moment that my life, soul, mind, body and being was so fraggle that even i could damage it. that not all people were good that our planets dieing exc. all i wanted was to bask in ignorence; in the bliss of not knowing. but i knew it was to late to go to sleep. my eyes were open so i mite as well keep going. so i lived that way till i was five then i went to kindergrden.....
to be contiued in the next post...
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