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Now that my heart rate has gotten back to normal... sweatdrop
Weird how I knew both days this week to expect the little "ding" of AIM. Not sure how, but I knew.
Ah, once again, I am at the dry end of the information stream. Not my favorite place to end up, but that's okay. School starts up, and I know what's going on in half the grade. Most ppl don't care about anything outside their little group. I like to know what's going on in school. And I almost always do.
So yay, can't wait for August. Then comes the 3 best things ever: B2SD, Rye Bread, and choir. ha ha, if I ever have choir first, I know what I'll be doing. *sits at imaginary piano* lol, maybe not. No Erin to play for. But whatev, there's always the times when I can get Chelsea and Kiara to waltz around the room xd Paz would probably dance with Meagan. Fun stuffs.
I hope I see Amanda at the library soon. She has to work a ton, so I might. Ah, she's gonna totally die whee But I don't want to work with that Tyler boy again. He thought I was volunteering because I needed service hours for court. Oh, sure, because I look like such a criminal. Uh, but then, appearances are decieving sweatdrop I can't work with just him. No way. He works slow on purpose, but I need to tell him that as long as you're there and have been working, if there's no more books, you're still getting the time even if you're doing nothing.
so........I haven't heard from any of my friends. No DHS ppl. They, like everyone else, seem to find me either a convenient person to use or an annoying child. I'm sick of all the weird looks. Charlotte says those ppl aren't my friends. But...I can't think of anyone who hasn't given me that look in the course of a totally normal conversation. It's like since I wasn't friends with half these ppl last year, I can't be part of the group. When I'm talkative, they look at me strangely. When I'm quiet, they ignore me. wtf is that?
Oh, you know what is really cool when you listen to it? Having a song on a CD player or something with headphone playing exactly with the same song on another sound system, preferably with speakers. I did that, and it's really cool sounding. Echo-y and gorgeous. It's kinda like having surround sound without having speakers all around. Especially if there's not alot of background instruments. Voices all echoing.
"Bow down and stare in wonder."
~nepie
 nepie · Tue Jun 06, 2006 @ 11:38pm · 1 Comments |
