have you ever thought about wolfs. they are our animal eaquals. wolfs are strong and feel like us. if you have ever thought about being a wolf... as i ahve many times before... i could sort of feel it... feel the muscles moveing up and down as you were running. then the sudden movement of your jaw and head tilt of a howl? i have. it is . . . undiscribeable. it is a joy filled moment yet filled with a hint of sorrow. the howl was filled with a longing to find another who would accept you for who you are. . . yet the feeling of never getting that . . . *sigh* sometimes i feel as though i really am i wolf. the longing to be with them. . . i just wish i could be around them. if i do get the job i want i will be working at a wildlife preserve careing for the injured or young wolfs. i think that is out of my reach but.... i can hope. i have a better connection with husky's than any other dog. and they are more wolf than any other ownable pet. plus their loveable quality....... just like a wolf's yet they are powerful and protective...every time i close my eyes i invision a wolf howling in a cold dark night. on a rock howilg twoards a cresent moon. then yellow eyes suddenly are seen. i feel as though i am nothing more than a mere object now. the eyes. . . it feels as though i am literally drifting away to nothing more than an invisible soul. then i feel myself in the wolfs position. howling, running, breathing. . . i really feel this wolfs motions and emotions. . . it is more than a vision...... it feel's even more than an a real expirience. . . it feels as though i am the wolf itself. . . don't take this as a joke. i have an okward connection with animals... i know i do. most creatures. . . social or not. . . i can feel their presence. . . i know they can feel mine as well. . . it is like being around another human yet. . . so much more enjoyable. . . animals you can alway's trust. they have true hearts and souls. they feel, protect, and love, more than we ever could. even feral creatures . . . they will open up to true souls, quiet and loveing beings . . . yet most people have ignorance enough to belive they are stupid and think of nothing but themselfs . . . i hope i am a wolf in my next life. . . as my life is a hell. the only thing that makes me truely happy is thinking about a wolf... they are just so magical... the eyes... filled with a deep hate... yet a love of no others understandings... a howl... it fills the sky ... such a wonderful sound it would be to hear. they may kill us ... but it is the natural instinct. those who kill the creatures thinking they are beasts who want their blood... they never truely understood. i have never seen a wolf... in rela life ... yet watching documentaries.... even pictures... i can just imagine what it would be like to be in the prescence of one. would i be scared??? or would i be happy??? who knows... the day i see one ... i hope to understand it more.
these things i just imagine... yet ... it feels so real...
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