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...this is a serious blah today.
i was reading my kiki and kay thingy and there was a question asked.
"How do you know if he loves you?"
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how do you know if the person you love loves you back?
Could they really pretend something like that?
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and if they were pretending, then why?
and for how long?
if you are in love, then would it hurt to think of the person you love with someone else?
but...what if they were happy.
and what if they liked this person before they met you?
and suddenly,
they kissed.
you would feel hurt right?
but what if the sound of their voice in such happiness, such unrivialed joy made you happy?
is it right to love someone who loves someone else?
what if you loved them first?
does it really matter who was first and who was second?
what if you kept your love a secret?
and someone who they loved,
decided to say they loved them back?
and it was right to be with them.
would they leave you?
would they?
how could you tell if they left?
i mean, they might be there, in body, but what about in heart?
what if they were there only for the boring repition that they grew so fond of.
But they back away
they shy away
and don't want to do anything anymore?
would you have the right to be sad?
and if you were sad,
and this person was your everything,
and your family would hate you for loving them,
then who would you run to?
is it wise to love one person so much that you forget everyone else?
what if they betray you?
or just get bored?
how can you stop a nonsexual relationship from getting boring?
when you can't be seen?
when no one must know the love inside your hearts?
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then is it really right to be together?
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how do you know if they love you back?
if they're you special someone just for you?
how do you know...if you love them?
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how can you tell?
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can you tell?
or is it just a guess, an estimation, a 'well, um, sure?"
what is love, really?
can we really define it?
and if we do, are we ruining it's substance?
it's meaning?
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by giving it a definition, we ruin the meaning?
why can't it make sense?
why can't anything make sense?
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